Week 35

Hey folks,

So that was week 35 and week 36 is coming right up.

In week 35 I lost 3lbs which I was absolutely amazed about to be honest. It felt really good. It took me to a total of 4 stone 10.6lbs lost. (That’s like almost 5 stone!) EEK!

The past week has been a bit of a strange one. I have seemed to be at work a lot of the time and this brings me onto my new obsession. Uniform. Tomorrow I will be wearing my size 16 uniform to work. It is too big. It is so big it drowns me! As I shrink in, it also makes my uniform longer. So literally my tunic is almost at my knee. I was feeling bold at the weekend so I asked a colleague if I could maybe try her uniform on – to see how close I was. I looked at her and wondered why I just asked if I could try her uniform on. I mean it was never going to fit me. We hid in a store cupboard and quickly swapped uniform. I slipped hers on, did up the zip and could not believe it had just fitted me. Not only fitted me but like I could breathe and everything! It was a size 12. Wow. I kept checking her size for the rest of the day because I was simply in disbelief that the thing went round me. Because my fellow WWers, In January when I went back to work after Xmas – I was wearing a size 20 uniform… and it was sooooo tight. My manager said she will order me some size 12 uniforms now. So hopefully, I will now look slimmer at work, be more comfy and fingers crossed it actually fits!!!!!!!!

I also wore a size 12 top to a party the other night. It was from Sainsbury though – I find their sizes rather generous so although I am not quite there yet – size 12 here I come!!!

I am still powering through my Jillian Michaels collection. I am currently on Week 2, Day 5 of the 6 week 6 pack. I am finding it great. It is really fast paced and it hurts! I have to do 3 weeks (5 days each week) at level 1 and then repeat on level 2. So only 5 more workouts until I can hit level two.

I am feeling like a right bloated, fat, blob the past couple of days. No no, it’s nothing to do with “lady things” so don’t go there! It is just a horrible feeling. I am having fat days. I thought these days would go away, but hey, I guess this is a girl thing. After all, even skinny people whine about being fat don’t they? I am now just terrified of a gain. I lost so much last week that I am scared stiff that I will gain this week. Even though I don’t deserve it. I am still proud to say that I have not fallen off the wagon this year (249 days baby!). Still proud to be exercising. Today I am going to push it a bit further, going to use heavier weights, run further and faster and get more out of my workouts. I have to get to goal. I really want to do it this side of New Years Eve! Would be amazing to round it all off in a year!

I hope you are all doing well. Keep in touch, happy WWing!

Ps. Photo of me in the stocks... (anything to stop me eating eh!) hehe