I wrote a blog yesterday. It was a good blog. But today my silly self deleted it by accident whilst having a peep at comments on my mobile phone. One misguided press of the finger on the remove button and it was gone. So here goes the re-write...
I am definitely turning into a Jillian Michaels SuperFreak!
Yesterday I started the 4th in my DVD adventure of Jillian Michaels. The one I started yesterday was the last one I have left in my collection which is the 6 week 6 pack. I am supposed to do 3 weeks at level one and 3 weeks at level 2 and do it for 5 days a week.
Now I know that I won't get a 6 pack in these 6 weeks, but I am hoping that this new change in exercise will help boost me and tone me in different places. It was a good exercise DVD and I managed to keep up and even do some of the advanced exercises which made me happy. I have always nearly died at the beginning of Jillian's DVDs before. But hey, I have obviously improved my fitness a lot. Thanks to her!
Anyway time for the grumbles. Lately people have been putting me down, trying to sway me back in the spiral of lose-gain and making comments that at one point could have driven me to it.
People have said - you don't need to lose any more weight, you shouldn't lose any more weight or you will look ill. Your face is looking thin, you lose anymore and you'll look gaunt. I could go on, the things people say is endless but it has been driving me mad.
I am still fat! I am not going to stop or give up because anyone else thinks I should! My face is not gaunt. My face is not even thin. I am getting there. But I still have a long way to go. I will not quit. So watch this space people because you will see me get to goal! Now getting to goal is not my ultimate goal. Getting to goal and maintaining at goal is my goal!!! (now the word goal has lost all meaning!)
I would like to take this opportunity to thank YOU for all of your support.
Mart, I am seriously considering writing a book. I am seriously considering how/where/when in my life I will start it and tell my story. So thanks for the push. I will think about this a lot!
I hope all of this jealousy, telling me what to do, how to live and telling me that I will look ill will stop. These people don't know me. But hey, with friends like these, you don't need enemies.
Picture: My proud Jillian Michaels collection! (ever expanding due to my purchase of a multi-region dvd player!!!! I have ordered a bunch of her DVDs only available in America! Sooo excited about the new workouts to keep me going!)
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